Meaning

I think a lot about leaving a 'mark' on the world these days. Most people leave children. The biological imperative. And most likely what we are 'meant' to do, if we are meant to do anything.

As I roll toward 50! My god. 50. I realize my chance to leave a mark that way is really slim.

So I'm hoping to make art again. Visual. Written. I don't know. I would just like to believe that sometime in the future, there may be somebody that said "he was important. Let's find out more about him." Or maybe just "He was interesting."

Sometimes I feel like I'm screaming in a vacuum.